What I've Been Going Through...

Hey everyone!

I hope everyone is having a blessed day, getting into the word, the truth of God and being a soldier for our Lord and savior Jesus Christ! We are in biblical times my friends and we have to daily prepare ourselves for the tribulation period and put on our armor for the Lord!

So I wanted to share with you what I’ve been personally going through. It’s been a battle for my mind my friends…The devil has been trying to plant seeds of doubt and seeds of worthlessness within me. I’ve been sulking my friends…truly feeling broken down and unworthy.  I’ve been in the scripture daily and feeling the Holy Spirit but also feeling a huge emptiness. It’s almost half-hearted on my part.

I have been feeling like I’m not doing enough for the Lord. I share scripture on my facebook and twitter. I even made a facebook page dedicated to the word of God and His Holy gospel. Still I just feel like I need to do more…like I’m not measuring up!

I know this is the work of the devil! Pray for me friends as I continue to fight for the Lord! I know I am doing all that I can and the Holy Spirit of the Lord is always going to call me to do more but I know that I am LOVED and I am worthy! I know my Father in Heaven loves me and sees me! I rebuke any feelings the enemy is trying to instill in me! I am not invisible! He may be keeping his one eye on me but the Lord has two eyes open! He can’t do a thing! He is powerless in the name of Jesus!

I am still learning and studying my Father’s Holy word and I know that I am allowing and WELCOMING the Holy Spirit to make changes in my life. It’s been the hardest challenge for me to be completely ridden of myself and filled with the Lord. I’m struggling through this stage in following Jesus but I WELCOME the changes with all my mind, body, heart, and soul! Empty me of myself LORD!!!! Fill me up with YOU!

Please friends, don’t let the enemy attack us! Yes we have to live our lives and provide for our families but please, instead of coming home and reaching for the remote…reach for your bibles! Come together as a family and fight the good fight! We have to daily prepare ourselves for the coming of the Lord! We have to be watching…the world out there is changing and she’s changing fast! He is coming, we NEED Him to come! The Lord hears our cries my friends! Be prepared!

I too have been quick to watch a show or read a book without getting into the word of God first but I’m putting that aside! I am meditating in the Holy Spirit…I am seeking my father FIRST! I am letting go of my selfishness…I am giving into the Holy Spirit. I’m even going to try my best to get into a weekly fast and dedicating that entire day to the Lord and only the Lord. NO FOOD, NO TV, NO FACEBOOK, NO RADIO, NO NOTHING until the Holy Spirit has run through me and God has used me for HIS purpose and HIS purpose alone!

We are in this together my friends! Let us pray for one another and live our lives for our Father! In Jesus’ Holy name let us live our lives! Let us prepare for our King’s homecoming and be ready to stand at the battle lines alongside Him. Prepare me Father! Prepare all of us! I am praying for you friends! God bless!

~Melissa